just waiting..

i wonder when the electricity is going to go out.

when it does, i will be reduced to spending time with my father and brother.

i think i will shut myself up in a room, light candles, read, and play with my kitty.


if the electricity stays out, my plan is to go over to lauren's place and visit her and play with my god daughter.
her upcoming child, and hopefully her last, will be a boy.


i won't see brandon for at least a week. he is going to california till friday.

i have only worked 2 days this week. god, i am going to be so unbelievably strapped for cash. even now, i am dipping into my bill money for supplies. (soda pop and cigarettes)

i have a fifth of vodka stashed away. i might have to break that out a little later.

paul is at his house, alone. if i had known, i would have made plans to go there. but, here i am, and i am not driving in that weather out there. no siree.

you stopped reading this a long time ago, didn't you?

ok. i am done.
at least it occupied a few minutes of my time.